I’m back down to Earth. October 7, 2008

I’ve been slapping myself back to reality since last week. I need to get back my nice image, so…

1) Extreme Retail Therapy

Omg, I now understand why women love to shop so much. LOL. However, I bought mainly beauty products, such as the DKNY Apple Delicious perfume, Exfoliating scrub, Slimming Gel, Facial Toner and Moisturizer, and lastly a set of lingerie. Okay, then I feel so good about myself, but when I looked into the mirror, something’s not right. So i went to pluck my eyebrow at Erabelle. Oh god, they’re so good with it, such that I look so much more spirited(and prettier, lol).

2) Studies

I am SO engrossed with my studies that I forgot everything else other than that. I want to learn so much more things that my hair is tingling with excitement of what I will learn tomorrow. I don’t want to lose!!

3) Exercise

Been hitting California Fitness with Xinni(Chia) these few days and really feel SO good about myself after all the workouts, steam bath and sauna. THIS IS LIFE!! woot~ haha. I will be starting my dance lessons from 16th October onwards, hopefully I’ll be able to pick it up again. I bet my stamina is so darn lousy now. Lol.

4) Work

Work hasn’t been too bad because I use most of my time to study. But despite of the 6 days work week, I’m going to use my break day to work too! Will be guiding Japanese high school students around Singapore! So I now declare that I’m going to use my super power battery all the way until… 23rd Oct~! How does that sound like? Ah, but actually, I’m using my off days for dance lessons too, so.. LOL.

I am Glad. Really glad. =)

Girls night IN. =) October 5, 2008

Chun, Jos and Ni stayed over at my place on Friday night till Saturday morning.

It’s been so long since they’ve last stayed over at my place, and I feel so loved. They are absolutely the ones whom I can trust the most for advice since all 4 of us have really different characters and opinions. Everytime when we spill our troubles out, problems regarding family, friendship and relationships, I really feel at ease and felt that I’m being healed. Though I may have many friends, but I realise at the end of the day, there are many friends that don’t know who I am. Partially because, I don’t show them who I really am.

Being with the girls make me feel like I am me again. I can tell them every little tiny pieces of secret within me, with so much ease that I feel good. lol. I think Jos is right. Though we know that we may have little conflicts at time, at the end of the day, we’ll still be as good.

Jos: Though you told Lieqi about… but somehow or rather, I can’t get mad at you. LOL. All the best for your first flying experience and.. HMM.. yah. TRY HARDER. LOL.

Ni: I like you when you’re with us, and I know you like it too! So you don’t have to change ‘cos you’ll always be important in our heart!!

Chun: OMG, I love your cool way of handling relationship! You’re my aim, woman. Haha. After talking to you, you let me found myself once again.

Love you girls~!

Trust. October 3, 2008

I know I have been on hiatus for a super long time again. Lol. Well, when something major happens in Gladys’ life, she doesn’t really blog that much if you have already noticed. I’m not really sure how long am I going to continue posting new posts this time round, but I’ll definitely write if I’ve inspirations that suddenly springs upon me. =)

Trust. I used to think that, it’s really easy to trust in a relationship, so I didn’t really understand why couples quarrel. However, being in a relationship myself now, it really takes a great deal to trust your love one. Oh! But I still stand firm to the point of “argument-free relationship”. Why make your life bad when you know at the end of the day, while you’re hurting him/her, you’ll get double the pain? I don’t understand the logic at all. Hmm.. Maybe someday I’ll quarrel(playfully) with my husband about “I don’t wanna change diapers for baby..” or “My hands are turning jelly, so I can’t cook today..”. LOL. But I’ll still do it anyway~ Haha.

Okay, back to topic.

As some of you may have already know(’cause I’ve been saying that I missed him..lol), my love one was already far apart from me(Japan and Singapore), but now he’s flew to America for studies, and we’re like.. 11 hours apart now. It is so hard for us to talk, as when I’m awake, he’s asleep and vice versa. However, we still manage to talk for close to an hour each time on MSN. Honestly speaking, I was rather upset and disappointed by the fact that he can’t talk to me much, but I knew it can’t be help. So I’m rather contented the way things are now. Because.. hey, he bothers to talk to me even when he’s busy/tired! That really means a lot to me.. At the beginning, I kept thinking “where is he now?”, “is he having lots of fun till he’s forgotten about my presence?”, “is he falling for another person?”, etc etc. Then gradually, I realised, and I’ve learnt that, to trust, it has to be from the heart.

It doesn’t mean that he/she doesn’t love/think of you when both of you are far apart. In fact, he/she who’s sleeping next right to you now, may be thinking of another man/woman! It’s not about the physical distance, but the mental distance. Something will always be inside your heart that makes you wriggle with joy; something you’re so proud to have that it warms you up whenever you think of it; and something you embrace with so much enthusiasm and contentment that you feel that you’re not in this world.

I believe, so far in my life, only one person has made me felt this way. And I hope he’ll always be the only one who can make me feel this way. =)

I trust you. S.H.M.I.L.Y.