It’s not good. このままで、私は６年の自分を戻ちゃう・・

It’s so hard that I feel that there’s a really heavy rock that weighs a 100 ton pressing down onto my heart.

I can hear my own breathing getting slower and slower, and sometimes, I just forgot to breathe.

My tears will always hanging around in my eyes, but they’re too proud to fall on their own.

I can feel my blood draining away from my fingers as they gets colder and colder by the minute, just like my brain.

My heart is twitching so much so that my hands are hanging the the mid air, not knowing what I want to hold onto.

Smiling has never been such a difficult thing to do.

I feel like staying at home. I don’t want to go out anymore. I don’t want to listen to anyone anymore.

This is the second time I saw it happening consecutively in two days.

Imagine this: the train is fully packed with people, you(the supposedly macho/fit guy) are accompanied by your petite girlfriend who wore a 5-inch high heels just to accomodate to your height. While standing up, two of you act super lover-dovey and as A.A. as possible. HOWEVER, the next second a person got his/her butt up from their seat and it isn’t even cooled yet, YOU, the protector of the country aka the everything also (want to) bao ga liao person aka the one with more muscle units, immediately STICKS your butt to the vacant seat without even looking at your girlfriend. And to add, you sat down and sigh a relief when you got that seat, and look up to your girlfriend with a pair of tired/sleepy eyes which are trying to tell your girlfriend that: “darling, i’m so tired, pls don’t ask me to stand up again”, and so your soft-hearted girlfriend just let you be.

What’s wrong with the guys/boyfriends nowadays?

NOT SAY I WANT TO SAY(quoting from Gerald Tan), everytime I see this happening, it makes me think about what kind of person I will be marrying in the future. You can say I’m like picking the perfect needle out of the deep blue sea, but HELLO, marriage is no child’s play yah? Of course have to be picky. But just looking at GENERAL crowd of guys, makes me shudder with fear of living my life with such a person.

However, I do agree there’s a lot of guys who “appears/act” gentlemanly. Do not misunderstood. I don’t think that’s a bad thing, ’cause at least you try to be nice to ladies. What I really can’t stand is self-centred men. I’m so sorry about this guys, but looking at real life examples around me, self-centredness MOSTLY occurs inside men. Sometimes I even think that I can be a better man than the men in general. My lady boss told me it’s better to find a guy who is slightly older than you, so he will take care of you and let you have your way. I don’t really think so though. Some secondary school kids are doing even better than grown-ups in terms of letting seats to ladies, etc etc.

So the best way to choose a boyfriend or life partner, is to skim through Gladys’s close guy friends(not the AJ ones lah, they are my sistas k), ’cause only those guys who are good-natured enough will be reckoned as good friends by the great Gladys Tan. LOL. Seriously, up until now, I have never stay long contact with guys who are ill-tempered or self-centred because I chose to do so. Therefore, if you realised I’m not talking to you a lot, don’t worry, you just simply CMI. Haha.

太陽の涙！山下智久さんは主演で、映画化の「クロサギ」の歌です。
ニュースの皆さんはこの曲から、やまぴーの映画初主演に応援させています。
映画化のMVはとても面白いよ！歌のArrangementもすごいと思います。

映画のバーシオン

一番最後のところは、サープライスがありますよ！
NewSのバーシオン

Do go check out my imaginary friend’s blog!!

http://community.mediacorp.com.sg/TV/CS/blogs/sa1/default.aspx

Spy O(for Orange) is going to bring you all the hot and juicy news from the Star Awards 2007 LIVE on 16th Dec, this coming Sunday!!

Woohoo~ Do check out her blog, she’s an interesting person.

WARNING!: If you know who she is, please do not mention her name to the others, or else…

Today(actually yesterday considered it’s past midnight), NewS’s latest singles “weeeek” PV’s out!!

The song is written by a fresh band “GReeeeN”, which consists of dental studies students in Japan. Heh.

Enjoy! =)

Finally, Omy was launched yesterday.

Xianjie, Kaiwen and I had fun doing the vodcast and find it the most satisfactory out of the few we’ve done so far.

Catch me hosting @ http://yzone.omy.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=69&Itemid=56

Enjoy. =)

Sigh. I’m sure I’ve not been using my money but why has it gotten lesser?

Thanks to JLPT 3 and next semester’s Japanese lesson, my last internship pay was sliced into half. I’m really thankful for all the Mediacorp’s Web Team 大姐们 who gave me a wonderful present for my last day of internship(the 2nd last, not the first time). You may not know this, but it may be my crucial “金”神粮食 for my trip to Osaka. (^v^)v

Wanted to find a part-time job before departing to Japan, but realise nobody wants an employee who can only work for 3 weeks and then live her own life for the days that follows. RENNIE(the part-time king)!! HELP!!

I’ve been seeking help from all my friends, but to no avail. Reason being: what I’m asking for is too ridiculous.

Glad:”Is there ANY job in Singapore which can ensure I’m paid directly after my work at the end of the day?”

N-O. No.

Wait, with an exception by good friend Jocelin Tan.

Jos:”Have~ Go Geylang loh. Confirm will get paid after.(of course jokingly)”

Tsk. Not funny. Haha.

ARGH!! MONEY!! BEFALL ON ME!! 最好能把我砸死！！哇哈哈！！

Happy birthday Min-chan!

It’s your 18th birthday, but you’re still a small girl in my eyes.

Hahaha.

Hope you like the Ueda card with PIN, hom-made cookies by delicate hands of Gladys-Ru-Zhi, Clarice’s Baby toons candies and finally, you’re favourite Usa-chan.

So sad that we can’t enjoy the dinner tonight as the food is really bad. MAZUI!!

However, the company was good right? Heh.

All the best for your exams! Get into NP k? heh.

Will buy lots of things for you in Japan. Of course, that includes Rakubeji. =)

Again, Happy Birthday!!